WHERE'SSS YOUURRR HEAADDD AATT ?

WHERE'SYOUHEADAT?WHERE'SYOURHEADAT?

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Its still on the freaking OSCA's yesterday and how it was an EPIC FAIL x(. Yeah okay I might be exagerrating it a little bit, it wasn't entirely epic more like big fail. I thought I was well prepared even arriving extra early (5 hours before) for the prac exam to study and kind of soak in the vibe from people who had finished, but again as always nerves took over and everything shot completly out of my head when I started. I was so nervous I started to shake and couldn't even pull out the staples ohhhh it was soo embarassing ! and not to mention what I forgot to do. The handwash before commencing a sterile procedure is a critical element of the whole thing and yeah I forgot! gaaah. I had scenario 3 which involved a wound assessment and wound dressing and staple removing. I've been trying get the whole OSCA thing out of my head but it keeps slapping me in the face like some annoying mosquito!

The results of exams come out December 15th i think and that will be the time when I find out whether i passed or failed Renal or my other subjects! Pray to God that I do pass. "If you fail the OSCA's it does not necessarily mean you fail the subject" some lecturer, i forget who, mentioned that in one of the first lectures of Renal and has been in my mind since then and has somewhat given me reassurance. False reassurance I don't know, hopefully not. And since we didn't have a written exam for Renal, i'll have to rely on my essay a hell of alot more :S

LOL im feeling so negative. Wasn't feeling too bad when i finished the osca's but on the way home in the train I started to go over everything I did and remembered what I didn't do and what I did incorrectly. Plus all this time to myself today has given me the whole day to THINK. Arrrgh i seriously need to get out of the house or something. If any of my friends read this, in particular the one with a car and drive; come pick me up pleasseee !

Alright onto a more positive note; I'm finally on holidays, like legit because the past two weeks have kind of been holiday-like because of the one week break before osca's, and this means the need for money to spend and driving lessons in prep for my P's ! Not going anywhere special for the holidays overseas wise sucks but not to fret next year hopefully the planned vacation goes through...looking forward to that =) And it also means more time to spend with friends; outings, dinners, parties and what not. Also no more having to wake up early in the morning and long train rides to uni, yes thats a major postive!

Getting back to things slightly uni related, a few friends from uni and I are planning a Christmas party with all of our friends invited. The whole things isn't too organised lol so I don't know if it will go to plan so might have to move onto plan B which i won't mention here! But yes being a month of december i expect more Christmas parties coming up.

I loveeee CHRISTMAS =)